bEing a cOpywRiter just iSn’t easy…

i am sure shing very well agrees with that..

**i wish you are really there…

the 7th day is today…

7 days ago..
i waited for you hoping that all this is not real…
and when i saw you…
your hands have become so stiff…
the same pair of hands i had held not too long ago…

i touched your face…
somehow i didn’t really remember how it was like..
because it feels like it is in a dream…
is this really all real…

i miss you ah mah…

i have never left my windows open when i sleep..
i was afraid of roaches flying in…
but tonight…all i want is for you to come back and see me again…

i held my hands open…
hoping you will put yours in mine…
and i waited…

maybe you came back to put me to sleep soundly…
and touch my face like you always do…
i like that very much..

i want to hold your hands again ah mah..
put them on my face and never to leave me…

:: cOmfort zOne for the cOmfort zOne ::

yesterday’s crab didn’t work out so well..
today…we went for it again…

now we are talking…
the infamous white pepper crab…

:: cOmfOrt zOne ::

i had to eat my way through to deal with things…
i am in a very strange position now..
feeling like things are not real but yet real…

food will never lie…
(not counting food photos)..

i know it looks like a mess…
but the glass noodle is actually not bad..

hmmmmm…the one in kl is definitely better…
so so so much better…

i want to take another walk with you…

good bye ah mah…

i walked the last journey with you today…
with freddy’s arms all around me…

i am sorry i miss you till i cried…
i wish i can still hear your voice…
to tell me that this is all not real..

i keep hearing your voice in my head..in my heart…
telling me that whatever i do…
i should be happy…

i know that’s all you really want for me…

that’s all i really want for you too…
i am sorry i didn’t do enough of that for you…
i am sorry i wasn’t even around on your birthday this year..
i am sorry…
i am sorry…
i am sorry…

i am sorry i wasn’t there to hold your hands…
i am sorry i wasn’t there to have your arms around me..

the smell of you by my side…
which always make me feel safe..
which always make me feel brave..
the feeling of being protected by you…
and want to protect you…

i love you ah mah…
i will always hold out my hand to take another walk with you…

thank you for being with me…

thank you to my dearest friends and fiend who stood by me during this rough period of time…

freddy…
thank you for holding me tight at that moment when i needed it most…
thank you for letting me cry my eyes out on you…

tell me this is all not real…

can dreams be captured?
tell me it can be done…

then all these won’t be real…

…left in her dReams… **

i will still bring you white rabbit candies ah mah…
even though…

you have suddenly left us to a better place…

thank you for being with me almost every sunday..
and let me hold your hand to take you out for a stroll in the evening for some nice warm sun…
i wish you had liked all the goodies that i sneaked in for you..

i love you ah mah…
it still feels like a dream now…
i wish i am in the dream with you…

*hugz*

hAji lAne re-fResHEd..

it was flag magazine’s 3rd anniversary apparently..
in conjunction with the dbs fresh card party..

i have never seen haji so alive…
the whole street was transformed..
street performance..
graffiti artists doing their gig..
beer stations…

i have missed it the last 1-2 years..
it was nice to check it out after i had quite a long day at work..
after all..i am regular at haji lane… 😉

hmmmm…familiar familiar familiar…
i thought i know that guy with the gas mask on..

break dancing on bike?

candy floss!!! my favourite…definitely that over pop corn… 😉

uncle refresh..

fabulous mona!!
thank you for coming with me!!
lub you deep deep more than 28m!!..

mr antz!! so it is you…

t!me out fRom the mUndane..~~

picnic lunch at hong lim park…

2nd time we are doing it..
the first time we had..
mona..
kris..
shing..
peter..
joe…
mini me..

today we have..
mona…
kris..
shing…
mini me..
& new friend nate…

just when we were wondering if nate was going to take this into his stomach (thunder tea rice)…
we found out that he already had prior experience with it and he “dig it”…

we were forced onto the stage at speaker’s corner due to the unpredictable weather…
well…we are living in singapore afterall…

erm ok…kris is just round the corner of these picture… 😛